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上禮拜回家就直奔醫院,兩老人家就這樣一人住一間醫院
兩個家庭動起來這裡跑那裏忙得,好辛苦好累,好難過的。
在開刀房外等奶奶出來,等我到醫院的時候早已經進去兩個小時多了
在外頭雖然是肚子很餓的啃著雞排喝珍奶又看電視的,然後天氣又變冷
很擔心手術是不是順利,奶奶的手是不是能再像以前那樣活動自如,好多問題

然而手術的醫藥費也是個問題。

等奶奶從恢復室出來的時候直接推送加護病房待觀察狀況
很值得開心的是,奶奶很清醒,他能好好地跟我聊天
只是我覺得很難過奶奶老了,然後開始有病痛,總是吃藥,好心疼
總覺得當下奶奶眼角在泛淚光,他一定很不好受吧

爺爺的狀況也沒有太好,從初期變到第三期
去醫院看他的時候,看的也是好難過阿~~~~~~~~天哪
想到之後還要在化療很多很多事情,
我也只能祈禱著他們兩老都可以很健康的生活

老實講我真的很害怕去醫院看自己的親人
那很難過很難受。

真的離開家裡後,每一次回家才知道家人有多重要
每一次我搭上火車看到我媽的背影我就泛淚耶
但我總不能在火車上大哭阿,我也很久沒有在我家人面前大哭了
我比一次還要更珍惜在家裡的時間,可是我也很愛我的朋友們阿
我再也不能天天見他們,家人。
更不能天天吃到我媽做的愛心早餐
雖然我爸有時候很ㄎㄅ,但誰知道他居然在我開學第一天傳了簡訊給我
他從來不會傳簡訊,還都叫我幫他傳,然後第一天開學一大早我就哭了
我知道我是愛我家人的。
只是有時候我還是會做自己想要做的事情

要適應一個新環境可以很快,可是我知道我現在根本稱不上真的適應
因為我還是會想依賴高中的那群損友,還有我家人。

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你好,はじめまして。看你的博客,认为很好的事了。

"開刀房"是"手术室"的意思吗?
好像你对重要的家族生大的病了。在心里理解。
我也为了被由于笑脸需要你和你对重要的家族从心里祈祷。

意思懂得我书写了的中文吗? 假如你不能理解的话,对不起。

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返信★:あらしださんへ

始めまして、中国語コメントありがとうー

我可以了解你的中文,謝謝你還特地留中文給我看 :)
我打從心底的開心

沒有錯,開刀房就是手術室唷:)

謝謝你 :)

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